Okay so today I feel like i'm going to be a little bit lost for words which makes a change. I don't really know where my head is at. My mood today is a far better one then last week when I was in a horrible place. It's amazing what time with family can do & also seeing the one person again that puts a smile back on your face just by looking at them even though they are the person who caused the troubles & confusion in the first place. It's strange what that one person can do without even realising it. You get that smiley feeling where you can't help but feel like your face lights up when you see them, you get that fluttery feeling in your tummy & you get all shy at the thought of them. Then their smile & them stick in your mind all day. I never thought in a million years that this person would do that to me but I guess you cant help who you start to fall for. I think this happened without even realising it. All it takes is one little thing & someone can have you hooked. That's understandable though when that person is as cute as they are. I never thought I'd find myself in this situation especially with this person. They do something to try & put me off but I'm still finding myself not giving up because I believe they are worth that risk. That's the thing though when you really want something you can't just give up straight away you've got to fight for what you want & what you feel is worth it. In time it might appear clear that I need to drop it but at the moment I'm sticking at it. I've always been taught if you want something you've got to work for it because not everything is handed out to you on a plate.
This might not be an ideal situation to have got myself into but it cannot be helped, I've got to follow my heart & this is what it chooses.
Whatever's meant to be will find it's way <3
I got stuck into my songs earlier & did a few new covers which I uploaded to soundcloud so take a look & let me know what you think :) the links are in the pictures.
Love Lottie xox
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