I've been in an awfully bad mood all day & felt worse as the day goes on. So as this evening came I thought ah wine that'll help. Bad idea it's made me feel twice as worse I think. I think I really should leave off the wine & any other alcohol for that matter when I'm in the frame of mind that I'm in at the moment. I hate missing someone too that's the worse.
It doesn't help the fact that today I found things out about someone that I wish I didn't know. Because now it just feels like what other lies have I been fed with by you. But they won't give an explanation & that makes it worse when I just want answers. It's unfair how some people just love to watch you suffer.
Anyway even though I can't sleep I'm going to try & drift off now. Hopefully to a place that is much happier & better than the one I'm in at the moment.
Sweet dreams,
Love Lottie xox
P.S check out my new cover I did tonight on soundcloud:
http://soundcloud.com/lottiejessica/lottie-ave-maria-cover
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